Say CHEESE!

Yes... I have been very bad at updating my blog lately. No excuses. I just havn´t had the time. Well to make my last week short, I´ve been doin everything from rehersal my dance rutine with Ivona, celebrating my friends bday, dating, working, taking pictures, promoting a new club, dancing, clubbing and the list goes on and on :)

I´m gonna upload some pictures from my crazy week, take a look at them in the upcoming post :)

Ahhhhh this was a wonderful day! Me and my brother played non-stop for several hours. We played some Super Mario wii, he showed me all of this Lady Gaga and Selena Gomez magazines (YES, he is obssesed with Lady Gaga!), he did a 30min show for me when he danced and sang to Lady Gaga, he showed me all of his toys, we drew some nice pictures and then we searched for birds on his balcony.

To make the story short, Rikard is my halfbrother from my dads´side. For the first 3-4 years me and my siblings, my little sister and my little brother didn´t got the chance to see him as much as we wanted to. He lived in Romania until just about 1 year ago, and the relationshipo betweeen his mom and my dad was bad, and we also had some language issues, where we didn´t speak good romanian and he didn´t speak swedish. I prayed for so many nights to please take him to Sweden, he would have a better life here. And we could see him whenever we wanted too.... And yesterday was That day, when I felt that this is how it´s suppose to be. We spoke the same language, we were just like normal siblings, playing and dancing.

he just lost his two front teeth! haha so cute
This is Lady Gaga, I have to say, it looks alot like her :)
In action!!



I took a 40min walk home, it felt so good just to clear my mind. And in this beautiful area called Edsviken..




Please, do not take your family for granted. I was without my brother for 5-6 years, almost missed all of his growth... And I´m still in the same position with my other half brother Matteo, he lives with my dad and his wife in Romania, he´s 2 now, and I havn´t met him for 1 year... So go and hug everyone in your family NOW!!! :)

Last week I took a very important, and life chaning decision. I contacted my previous tennistrainer. I told him how much I miss tennis and that I want to start play again. Just for fun, some me-time. He called me yesterday and told me that this is just perfect!! He told me that he would make sure that I could get a personaltrainer so that the focus is just on me!! I´m like a rusty bicycle... But if you oil me enough and help me goin, I´m gonna be like new again! So the plan is that, I´m gonna play once a week, 2 hours, with my Personal trainer. And not just with anyone, this dude is one of the best trainers I´ve ever seen!!! Let me tell you a little something about my tennis history :)...

When I was around 7 years old my dad put me in a tennis school. Because I wanted to. I started to play even more and more, the trainers saw that I was pretty good for my age, so they moved me a level higher. I remember my first trainer, Conny. He was death and stum. But he had sooo much heart! We all could actually understand him. He took me to tennis tournaments and I remember how much he supported me.

When I was around 10 I started to play with those who were 2-6 years older than me. I trained 5times a week + tournaments. At this time I started to feel the pressure even more... I was pretty mature for my age. I got in the puberty early and I was picked on for my body. And some if the girls felt the competition from me, so they picked on me even more. It was hard. I felt like an outsider. But I also knew that I was too GOOD to let it get to me. I had my teachers support, even some of the other parents support. They came to me after the training and gave me kind comments about my playing, and specially my serve. My best thing was my serve. I was strong. I served at 100km/hour. My way of playing was to have a good serve, and to have controll of the balls. I could place them wherever I wanted. I was not a fast runner though. But I saw how much potential I had...

When I was 12, I had started to compete even more. I traveled around Sweden, just a few times with the club. Once to Västervik, and once to Båstad. It feels like yesterday.. I remember almost Everything!!! I could write you a book about this, so much to tell you.. But one thing happend in Båstad that changed everything. My first game was against the Swedish number 1 in my agegroup. I lost the game and I was out of the competition. But I was there for a few more weeks to support my team, to train and to just enjoy the famous Tennis Båstad week. After that match, and after those weeks I just felt how much pressure I had, and how much more I´m gonne get, because I wanted to get better. My selfconfidence just burst. And the fact that I still was picked on made it even worse. I started to skip classes, came with lame excuses that my leg was hurt, that I had some study to do, that I was sick. And one day, I decied to talk to my teachers. We had a meeting, I remember it so well. We sat in our "team room" where we sat and waited for our turn to play a match (evert saturday we had a tournament within the team, to develop our gameskills. They sat infront of me. They knew what was coming. I told them that I started to worry about school, the money that my parents pay just to let Me play and so on (excuses, excuses...). They praied for me to stay. They tried Everything to keep me stay. But no, it was too much for me. When I left, I left with my heart in that room.

Ever since that day, tennis has haunted me. I have several times went to the tenniscourt, just to see people play. Just to hear the sound, the smell of the tenniscourt, and one day, for about 2years ago I saw my trainer, teaching a little girl. I knew this was it. I walked  to the office and I saw my other trainer, Anders. When he saw me, he couldn´t believe his eyes. Two years, and there I was. I started to play again, but just for a term. And now, here I am again. 2years later, ready to play again!!

" I dont want to regret anything in my life. And I can honestly say that, if I don´t have tennis in my life, just for 1day/week, I know I will regret it... But everything happens for a reason, and if I didn´t quit tennis, I would Never, NEVER be the person that I am today. A succesfull photographer, a dancer, and this Felicia I am today. So in one way, I am happy that it happend. Yeah, I might not be the next superstar tennisplayer, but that´s okej..."

WOHOOO !!! :D first I have to thank Marisel, aka my Miami Sista for today! she made my nails - Miami Style! And thank you for the lovely chitchat we had... I need more days like this :) you know miami sista, keep your head up high and follow your heart!!!


I jsut packed my bag.. Clothes, dancing shoes, swedish candy - yeap, can´t leave without some swedish candy, Im sure Marco will like it! (Marco is my friend I´m gonna live with for 3weeks), KNÄCKEBRÖD - can´t leave without that eather, coconut bodybutter, business cards, makeup and all that other important stuff... and of course my camera will be safety in my handbag!! Looks like I got everything... But there´s something, or SOMEONE that´s missing :(...

So, I was eating sushi witn Niki yesterday and HAH, guess what.. I woke up today around 7AM with cramps in my stomach. I feel a little bit better but I got a fever now :( im all sweaty.. I just hope I will get better before Monday, because on Monday im goin to - MIAMI!!!

And as usual I got a phonecall from Niki screaming again..
-"AAAAAAAHHH OH MY GOOOD!!"
- " haha what´s up, how many viewers?"
- " NOOOO, not that!!! we are on SHAKIRAS´website!!!!"

Hahah and yeap we are! Check it out
www.Shakira.com- go down to the 6th July and press the right arrow and you´ll see our video. Wow, so in
Day 1 - over 9000 views
Day 2 - over 19 000 views and was 8most viewd on WHOLE youtube that day
Day 3 - Interview with SVT and the video was shown on Local TV, I am Bjorn Borgs´next Hero
Day 4 - The video is posted on Shakiras´website, and almost 30 000 views
Day 5 - ... ELLEN degeners??????!

WHAAAAT! I just got a mail from a man that works at Björn Borg.
"I work at Bjorn Borg and we select Heroes every now and then, people who we think deserve to shine a little bit. We think this was a great idea to fix this Waka Waka event here in Stockholm,  it's initiative and lovely! And we think you should be our next hero."


So... I guess I am a hero now!

hahah wow.. Me and Niki met up with two people from SVT today. SVT is a big tv station here in Sweden. It was like an interview about our Waka Waka Event. They asked some questions about it and haha we did the Waka waka moves :D haha so cute, Niki did it all wrong but she made it look good haha chek us out at Kanal 1 klockan 19:20


 we will look gooood on tv haha
 This is what happends when you talk about your ideas with Nikeisha, she flips out hahah :D

Sooo... tamtamtamtaaam! here they are!

I´m just trying to figure out which photo/photos I should use on my website? AND the website is driving me crazy right now, the format and size is quite hard to manage haha but I´m trying my best.

What do you think? :)

Hahah I´m just so happy today! we had out get togheter today and damn, I just felt the JOY when we all danced... We are now 330 people. 330 people are saying that they will attend to Waka Waka on Sunday. This is wicked!!! I AM SO HAPPY! I never thought in a million years that this would be this big... 330 people, Sony Music and I just got a mail from a person telling me that he will come with his grandpa and daughter - 3 generations to dance Waka Waka!!! wow... I´m just... wow... thank you all. Thank you! :D

 I´m ready with my boombox! woho
 Sony music here we come!!



The video will be up later!!!

WOHOOO :D everything is done! I got the license from the police, we have the sound ready, goodybags, a famous swedish singer, Sony Music AND 300 people!!!! let´s WAKA WAKA Stockholm!!

The Get Togheter is tomorrow @ Spökparken. drottninggatan 116, kungstensgatan 45! I´m gonna be there with a professional dancer and my camerawoman.

MORE INFO @;
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=521831062#!/event.php?eid=120306714672565&ref=mf

I got a phonecall from USA yesterday...
- "Hello, is this Felicia Margineanu?"
- "Yeah... who is it?"
- "I´m calling from Green Card Lottery, we saw that you had applied but canceld your application.."
- "Yeah........"

SO first of all,
The USAGC Organization invites people to participate in the American Green Card Lottery in which you can win a green card to Live and Work in United States of America. And you have to have at least a high school education... I cancled my application just because I saw that you have to at least have a high school education. I have 2 more years in school..

She asked me about Why I wanted to come to the States,where I´d like to live, if I have friends or family over there, and if I ever been to the States before.
- I told her about my company and that I want to do photography services in the States. Mostly in Miami, but I wanna travel around and work. La, New York... I also told her about my young age and she said that that´s one of the biggest reason she called me, they want to HELP me!!

- "So you have 2 more years in high school, right?"
- "Yeap... And I´m planning to finish school, that´s my B plan!"
- "Perfect, We will send you a package with a DVD with more information about the imigration to The States. So you have a little time left to think about it but you give us a call when you´ll graduate, and we´ll take it from there.

WHAT´S THE CHANCE?!!!? First of all this is a lottery, there´s a quite small chance that YOU´LL gonna get the Green Card. And I CANCLED my application. But THEY called ME up?! Because they want to help me.. WOW... wooow......

 haha one day maybe.. (im not born in Germany though, and im Not born 1970!)

 I woke up by the sun shining on my face and I just felt that this day´s gonna be an awsome day! I met up with Nikeisha, Ivona, Robin, Marie and Srdjan. We had a picnic in Stockholm with some good music, alot of cookies and SUSHI! haha good mix there. Thank God for the lovely weather, me and Ivona got a nice tan on our backs! yeah :)

Haha Nikeisha who´s a videoproducer had her bigass camera with her and we videotaped a St: John dance clip. St. John dance is a song and you can get infected by it, it looks a little something like this;


and YEAP, we got infected!!!!


 hahah I´m gonna have abs tomorrow, laughed so much haha





I will upload our video when it´s done!!! haha but here´s a sneak peak!!! You gotta check this video, Srjdan is doin some crazy shit hahaha!! AHHHHHH

I havn´t celebrate midsummer since I was a little girl. I remember when we celebrated at my old grandmas´ place. Eating strawberries with whipped cream and then we went to this area where people danced around the Maypole.

For you who doesnt know what midsummer is, here´s some info;
Summer in Sweden is short. It starts showing its face in May and explodes into life in June. The summer has to hurry to get things done before the nights turn cold in September and everything stops growing.

Swedes like the world to be well-ordered, so Midsummer Eve is always a Friday. People often begin the day by picking flowers and making wreaths to place on the maypole, which is a key component in the celebrations.

The maypole is raised in an open spot and traditional ring-dances ensue, to the delight of the children and some of the adults. Teenagers tend to stay out of it and wait for the evening’s more riotous entertainment.

My midsummer was so funny! We went to my moms cousins place. He has two wonderful children, Ronja and Leo. Leo is my new bestfriend! He´s 3 years old and damn he´s funny!!! Well, there was alot of playing today; water war, jumping trampoline, swimming in the pool, dancing, playing guitarr and shooting with a big airgun!!

 My brother and Leo are having fun

 Liam and Leo are playing around in the pool
 Me and Ronja :)

 waterfight!

 Leo is one happy boy :)

 Im in action! and hey im pretty good at it! Look...

 PAAM right in the middle!! :D





 cool baby :)

 Ronja  wants to play the guitarr too...

 rockin´with Leo and Liam


And damn, we ate alot.  First we had some traditional swedish midsummer lunch with Jansons frästelse, sill (swedish fish), meatballs and potatos. After that we went down to see the Maypole and then we went back to the house. For dinner we had BBQ! And of course, don´t forget the dessert, homemade strawberry & cream cake! mmhmmhmm...


 BBQ time!


- HAHA we got pretty pretty damn good humor in my family...
 i was walking through the livingroom and then I saw my reflection in the Tv.. " what the heeeell is that?!..." haha this is from my shirt.. I will NOT wear it again haha :D

For a couple of days ago I met up with my friend Tashmina. She did a middlestop in Stockholm on her way to her family that lives waaay up north in Sweden. We had some lunch, salmon with potatos and then we had some pie at a café.


Hahah I have to quote this dude that was working on the café;

Tashmina - "Excuse me, could you light this candle for us, please?"
Dude - "ehmm.. one second!" - and he just walked away
Few seconds later...
Dude - "ehm, sorry we don´t light the candles. It´s summer now, we only to that during the winter!"
Me and Tash - Laughing!!!

 what the f*ck! hahah :D

.............. MIAMI bitch!!! 12 th July - 29th July. It´s suppose to be a vaccation but naa.. I allready got some models ready to shoot, now im looking for makeup artists and stylists. But I got some weeks to find them :)

I´ve been to Miami twice before, in 1 year. 1 month in June last summer and 2 weeks in March. I´ve seen the flashy Miami downtown, South Beach and Ocean drive BUT I´ve also seen the backsides of Miami. Last summer I lived with a friend in Opa-Locka. Opa-Locka is one of the most dangerous areas in the WHOLE USA. Luckly I didn´t knew it while I was there. I saw a documentery about Opa-Lokca just a couples of months ago. There´s several murders every week and turists should NOT even take their foot there. Hahah but there was little me, I even walked by myself to the buss with my camera in my hand, taking pictures and enjoying the funny houses.

But I havn´t been to Opa-Locka since that haha, my friend who lived there studied music and he´s finished now.

Last time I was in Miami I went with my friend Martina. We lived in North East for 1 week and then we moved to my friend Pablo´s house in South East - more closer to Ocean Drive, South Beach and the places we really wanted to go to. Here´s some photos.. you can probably see for yourself what a difference Opa-Locka is to The Miami turists see...

Opa Locka
 MY avocado tree!! haha :D I was actually laying here on the backyard trying to get a nice TAN!! haha crazy...

 Mr Bonds pool haha :D we called Alberto mr Bond. He´s like a latin mr Bean, but in his eyes his Mr Bond!!

 mr Bonds house, tennis court by the side
 El Pablitos pool!! We had Down Town as our view over!!

I´m so happy I got the opportunity to see both sides of Miami, I appriciate Miami even more now... And this time im goin to stay a area called Aventura!!! excited :)

I will upload more funny pictures later :D

I´m sitting here trying to fix my phone with music. Haha im quite excited about Ryan Air, I´ve heard so much bullshit about it (im sure it´s true). But it´s only 1-2 hours flight so I´ll survive.

We´re goin on a phototrip to England with my class. I have never been to England before, and all I can think about it tea, Mc Donalds, a accent I dont understand, fish N chips and old people... Haha I dont know why I think about Old people?


I am not sure if I´ll have acess to the internet, I´ve heard that they have wire-less on MC! so i just gotta find myself a MC in Brighton... :)

Yeap!! even though my thighmusle´s still playing games with me haha! but it´s worth it. Im goin to Club Splash vs. Nuh Linga. It´s a dancehall club, me like me like. I´m goin to England tomorrow for one week, to Brighton! I´ve heard that it´s a famous gaycity, and they probably only have schlager and listen to abba or something like that haha :D so im gonna enjoy tonight...

And i gotta say, I am so HAPPY and thankfull for all of your comments about the Waka Waka video me and Niki did today. wohooo :D

 see you on the dancefloor?